I’ve done it.
I’ve realized that only God can fill me.
I’ve surrendered myself to the wonders of His Universe.
I’ve seen that nothing else in the world is worth loving as much as He.
All that remains is to devote the rest of my life to His Will, to be seduced into the amelioration of my soul, to give into a passion of which I was formerly incapable.
In other words, only the longest and most painful part is left.
I’m not ready.
But He’ll let me do it anyway.